Ruth Terracini (Violet guide Rose Dillon’s sister) was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer at the age of 39. Despite various treatments from both eastern and western medicine, Ruth died in 2015 at the age 41.
She had a wonderful community of people around her who loved her dearly but despite that, like many people, she found it hard to ask for help. She thought by writing this piece she might give people some ideas about how to take the initiative and reach out to those around them when they know they need support.
Since hearing my diagnosis in 2012, my experience with cancer has felt more like a marathon than a sprint. Although, amazingly, I have looked well for the last 18 months, in reality my body is not. I am exhausted physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually from constantly dealing with the relentlessness of cancer, its treatments and the ripple effect.
“If you need anything, just ask.” When I was healthy these are words I would say to friends and family who were experiencing illness or challenging circumstances. Sometimes, I couldn’t even get the words out due to momentary paralysis upon hearing their plight - what could I possibly do that would ever be helpful to them?
It is hard to ask for help. It takes energy to ask for help. It takes courage and minimal inhibitions to answer honestly and say how someone may truly be best able to help you.
Imagine a friend says, “if you need anything, just ask”, and you reply “well, our front lawn is knee high and my husband is exhausted from continually taking me to the emergency department, worrying, cooking and caring for me, so if you could pop over and mow our lawn that would be great!”
While I appreciate the statement, “if you need anything, just ask” is well intended, it is impossible (for me at least) to respond openly and honestly. I think it's fair to say that most people struggle to say what they truly need help with. It is much easier to be grateful for something that somebody did without having to be asked.
If you are wondering what specific things you can do, let it be something, anything, that you yourself would like done or would find helpful if you were in a similar situation.
Here are some kindnesses that take little effort but that can be powerfully uplifting:
I have had family and friends make me meals, colleagues send flowers with kind thoughts, and a kind sister-in-law who cleaned my house every time I had chemo. An ex colleague who loves gardening spent a day in my front yard, trimming roses, attending to the veggie patch and making my garden happy. A friend of a friend even cleaned my oven while I was in hospital having major surgery! Another ex colleague, who I had not seen for at least 10 years, sent me a card containing lavender and heartfelt words of empathy. These thoughtful expressions of concern and love truly touched my heart and provided me with extra emotional resilience when I really needed it.
If you are thinking about how to help someone who is facing cancer or something challenging, my advice would be to:
Reflecting on the kindness I have received since diagnosis shows me there are so many good people in my life and the world. Knowing people care and acknowledge my situation has provided immense emotional support that has sustained me more than they could ever know.
Kindness often takes little effort but can be powerfully uplifting.
Violet is a national not-for-profit organisation, providing information and support to help everyone in Australia navigate the last stages of life, and the grief and loss that accompanies it. We focus on the needs of family members, caregivers and friends, so that they can be better prepared and supported to help those they love to die well.